March 2012
I hate the way I feel about church.
I don’t feel that I fit there. There is no Emma shaped hole in that congregation, and I am all right with this.
But I am kindled there.
It’s as though that building, those people, serve as an amplifier for my emotions. I don’t feel strongly about anything for the majority of my days—when I do, it’s just a sort of dull thing, like...
February 2012
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People are stupid.
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– -Kanye West (via brokeassho)
Right?
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Thank god, I thought I was the only one who hated love. Kanye and I have so much in common… Except money and hos. He has more money, I have more hos. Whatevs.
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^^^^Everything and all at once.^^^
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“Please celebrate Leap Year Day in the traditional manner by taking a writer out...”
– Neil Gaiman
(This is why I love him.)
On a more important note, now that I have insurance and more than double what I thought I would be getting in taxes, I can go to the doctor, dentist, and gyno…ick.
It’s been so long since I’ve gone to the doctor and I never thought I’d be happy to have the ability to return.
Things I have recently purchased (thank you,...
(These are threader style earrings.)
I also got a purse and brand new leather jacket from Good Will for a total of $13—but I can’t get my webcam to work, so I have no pictures of those. The jacket is black with two breast pockets; form fitting with a removable faux fur collar. It’s got fun snaps too. Overall, pretty bad ass. I’m very happy with my wardrobe...
I have reached an especially high level of boredom.
I’ve gained, like, five pounds since moving and suddenly I look like I’m pregnant.
I don’t understand my body.
Time to fill up on tea every day.
Mmmmm….shopping for goth/punk clothing and looking up natural appetite suppressants.
It’s a good night.
Sigh.
He’s gotten back into WoW and now he doesn’t ever answer his phone.
Maybe I was better off single.
Ohgod….Garlic Expressions makes the best salad dressing ever.
Why did I stop eating salad regularly?
There's a cute kitten in my lap.
This makes homework significantly more difficult…
Almost done with my second paper. Two more to go, but one is really short and the prof has to explain it first; the second requires an interview first, and should be cake to write.
I’m so on top of this. Break doesn’t even start until tomorrow, technically.
Got my cartilage pierced today :)
I don’t know who I am.
I feel like a spineless sponge.
It’s so hard for me to convey this, and other feelings, properly because I only write eloquently.
I’m not even sure he’d understand me.
I feel that I lack substance, and that he does too, but for some reason, I feel upset at him.
And then I don’t feel anything at all.
Questions actually worth answering.
1: Apart from tumblr, what do you like to do in your spare time?
2: Name a favorite of each: food, drink, color.
3: If you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on?
4: Name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
5: If you were given the opportunity to spend 48 hours with absolutely anyone (living or dead), who would you spend it with and what would you do?
6: Name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color.
7: What do you spend most of your money on?
8: What kind of underwear do you prefer wearing?
9: Name a LEAST favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
10: If you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do?
11: What is the strangest thing you have in your room? (You are not allowed to explain why you own it.)
12: What is a weird habit you have, or people have told you have. (Weird, not bad. No nail biting or any of that nonsense.)
13: What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself?
14: What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house?
15: If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why?
16: Which band (current or past) would you want to go on tour* with? (*Travel with, not preform with.)
17: Name a favorite of each: band, album, song.
18: Why is your favorite band your favorite?
19: How many concerts have you attended? Which was your favorite? Least favorite? If none, who do you want to see live the most?
20: What is one of your favorite song lyrics? (Who is it by?)
21: Who do you ship?
22: What band merch do you own? If any, whose is it and when did you get it? If none, whose do you wish you owned?
23: How did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite?
24: What celebrity do you idolize the most?
25: Which member from which band would you most want to lather in nutella?
I could go for a good fucking right now.
Just saying.
I think I'm getting sick.
I can’t even remember the last time I was sick.
Seriously.
This is so upsetting.
Awesome.
My car was side swiped last night and the driver’s side mirror got knocked completely off. The important bits are still there, but the frame and mirror itself are totally gone and they scraped my paint.
I’m so glad tonight is going to conclude with alcohol.
I feel like I’m mad at him for not being Adam.
For not knowing exactly how to hold me to make the tears go away, or how I like my hair stroked when I’m upset, and how it’s not at all the same method as when I’m feeling amorous. He doesn’t know that I don’t like to be joked at when I’m sad, that it only makes me angry because sadness isn’t something...
I feel like I'm choking on my unhappiness.
