January 2011
I totally forgot how steamy the relationship between November and Agent Ballard is. Rawr.
December 2010
This is pretty much going to be me later tonight.
11:50 PM
Oh my gosh, 2010 is almost over you guys..
11:55 PM
You guys I’m so excited.
11:58 PM
Omg, you guys I don’t think you understand, it’s gunna be an entirely new year.
11:59 PM
Hey look, everyone is already outside yelling.
12:00 AM
Wow omg yay Happy New Year everyone..
12:15 AM
Oh it’s 2011 now, right?
12:30
Yeah, goodnight.
That was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.
Isaiah is my first close friend to get married. His wife had damn well appreciate how lucky she is, because men like him are a dying breed.
“I love her because she is gentle with my heart.” Words from that heart. Words I will never hear. He cried with joy as she walked down the aisle, and it was all I could do to not cry...
Mom just asked me if I want her camera to take pictures at the wedding.
Yes.
Yes, because I want to keep painful memories of my rejection framed around your house for the rest of my life.
Walked past my four year old sister’s bedroom to hear her whispering, “Damnit, Pooh…” to her deck of Winnie the Pooh cards—she wast trying to fit them back in the tin but was having issues.
I helped her, told her not to say that word, and smiled.
Thank you, Maggie, for making the world a little brighter for me today.
We weren’t even dating but I feel like we just broke up; my heart has that tenderness to it, like it would shatter and melt if you looked at me with too much sympathy.
It’s good to know now what you don’t want from me so I can move on to someone that wants me back. I need more of a spark than you have—not that you couldn’t start a fire—but there’s no...
“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– ~ Neil Gaiman (via gatekeeper)
What I wouldn’t give to be able to skip tomorrow.
I would give more than that to have the last romantic relationship of my life. The final one, the man with whom I spend the rest of my pathetic, unambitious life.
Well. That was interesting.
Had a flat out discussion with Santa (really named Dan, since using a pseudonym seems silly in this context) about my feelings for him, sort of. I, in essence, said that I’m not asking anything of him that he doesn’t want to give nor will I make things awkward if feeling (romantically and sexually) aren’t returned.
This whole thing came about because...
When guys have that sleepy voice.
thewordsalloverme:
Fact.
I want to be in love, and be loved back.
That’s right. I’m feeling in a slightly immature mood right now. Enjoy the insanity!
When everyone loves the person you hate..
“Adelle DeWitt: [after hearing Dominic is infected by the drug] We need to know...”
– Dollhouse (I love this show…)
That moment when you remember why it is you’re planning on getting blackout drunk tomorrow.
The house has been empty until just now. For the first time in a while, I didn’t have to worry about losing water pressure in the shower because someone was washing their hands. I wanted to cry my eyes out, let all the pain and resignation of….well, my life, really…seep out next to the steaming water. But I couldn’t do it. I’ve hit that point beyond tears where you...
Sometimes, when I see acts of physical prowess—dancing, fighting, rock climbing, gymnastics, etc.—I have this certainty in my gut that I could do that too with a little training. Not just do it, but do it well, like there’s an innate skill in me just waiting to get out and be finally used.
It makes me a little upset, really, like I could just reach out and explore something fun,...
“Don’t you think I want you? Don’t you think I would? Don’t you think I’d tell...”
– The Black Crowes
(from: alainaelise.tumblr.com)
Just a reminder that I have writings better than what I post here. I’ll be cracking down on the story sections soon.
http://fiachdubh.wordpress.com/
I’m seriously having to present an argument to Santa about why he should sleep with me again.
Whoever said it was easy to get a guy to whip it out lied.
That moment….when you probably say something you shouldn’t in a text, and never get one back.
“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past...”
– Marcel Pagnol (via kari-shma)
The urge to shop is strong with this one…
I love the fact that people just discover things in their basement when they know I’m moving. Like really nice knife sets and bright yellow tea kettles that match perfectly.
Watch Dollhouse, play Spore….watch Dollhouse, play Spore….
So many tough choices.
Two bags of clothes—that’s how much shit I owned that didn’t fit or I haven’t worn in a while or is just isn’t something I want in my wardrobe anymore.
And here I was, thinking I’d gone through it thoroughly a few months ago. But that’s all right; now I can finally get some of the items I’ve been wanting and have room for them.
Eeee!...
